It really hurts me to see you tear, what about you?

你為什麼說謊

This wouldn't happen if i'm more understanding, this wouldn't happen if i love you more and love you in a correct way.
This wouldn't happen if our love are stronger..
But it had already happen....
Idk how it happen when i'm giving you so much love.. did i love you in a wrong way? did i not give you love? did i not push myself?
I did everything that i could........
Our love can never be stronger if you ain't giving me any chance... ask yourself that, did you ever give me another chance to prove that our love is still there?
You just assume everything before giving me a death card, how am i suppose to prove myself, prove to you, that there's still love...........





This is what i call, love......






p.s no matter what, i still hope you'll believe me and close your ear about what you heard. It's really unfair to me when you din't even find out the truth about it. How do you expect me to accept it? At least, i found out the truth from you, instead of listening to what others say about it.

For myself (:


When i'm on my way home, i keep smiling at our past. Not because it's funny, but it's really heartwarming. Yeah, though we often had arguments, but after each arguments, we understand each other more. We became more loving.. we would pacify each other with our weird language (: i don't even know how we came up with those languages.
Or we would just randomly say something funny with that language. 'kunting kunting nuni nuni'?

Sleeping with the tv on, waking up to see your bom bom face, smelling each other breath. awww -.-
It's really nice to see your love one sleeping beside you, his face will be the first thing you see when you wake up..
Cooking noodle, frying pancakes, making a mess in the kitchen.. Arguing about who's gonna wash the pots...
Running from the kitchen to the room, or from your house downstairs to your door. Trying to leave me behind cos i'm afraid of the dark and being alone. asshole!
Playing and feeding hammie (: though i don dare to touch them but at least i fed him okay (:
See you playing with your pillow case just irritates me! Because you only wan your pillow case and not me anymore! tsk!
Scissors paper stone to see who will off the lights and turn down the volume of the tv (: But i always win! (:
Argue about who's sleeping which side and all...
Go round searching for best food at tpy central... Accompany me to wait for my milk tea at Koi when the queue is always that long...
Too much to say but it'll always be inside me...


Each relationship has its own memories, which can never be erase. No matter how the other party hurt you, it will always be kept inside the heart.
Idk but thinking back of our past, i wouldn't cry but smile. Not trying to deceive myself or like gain sympathy or being fake. But that's the fact, i really did smile. Those are happy memories, why cry?
I will only cry when you're gone, and yeah, i'm done with all the cryings.
It has become a fact that you're gone, so i have to accept no matter what. I don care how many lies you told me, or how you hurt me. I told myself, i will only remember the happy moments. I hope i can do it tho ;) gees
Yeah, and after thinking for so much, we really do have lots and lots of happy moments (: all these are enough.

They said I'm less cheerful now.. yes, i know. I hardly play around or being that talkative anymore. But takes time i guess? (:





Just like this picture, i can only imagine that you're there......

I wonder how it feels like to be the 3rd. Ain't she shameful at all?

14 Dec

Did manicure at paragon with Van (:



Sushi Tei for lunch (:





Big O for dessert???? (:








Big O Cheesecake, i like it (:


The Mud Pie (:



Then off to work (:




13 Dec

Accompany Gen to perm her hair (:
Waited for quite long, so we can only camwhore :D










































Finally done (:


Then Pasta Mania for dinner (:




Shopping again (:





Frolick (:






Coffee club with Gen Van Zhi and Ray (:






That's all (: Still got loads more to update "/

Nights xoxo






I'm tired of all the nonsense, it's really time to start anew....

Broken Hearted Girl



Both of us look so young here!
If only we can go back to the secondary school times... xxxx










There's something that I feel I need to say, but up 'til now I've always been afraid

BACK FROM KL! (:

Dread coming back to Singapore tho ):

Update it again soooooonnnnnn. I'm so tired. Just finish prawning with Van&co, Gen and Sera (:


Today's advice.........



Yeah, i'm playing hard now. Working quite smart too i guess. hahaahas
Everything just seems so fine now (:


I love this song(:

Already gone............




Thanks people for the care and concern, advice and all (:
Whatever reason it is, i will move on (:





You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

My today's advice on facebook "/



I don't get what it mean tho. Choose to love and be loved?

But i choose to hate....




Heard this somewhere,

If you're capable of ditching people, you must be able to bear the pain of being ditched.

True.



Whatever, i'm just gonna enjoy my trip tmr (:








Nights xoxo

So what if i lost someone i love? At least i tried and i give in my best. It'll be your loss now.

December seems so fuck up. Everyone is having problems in their relationship. Everyone is letting go of their love ones.
I love you, truly madly deeply.
I gave you all my love but you gave it to someone else. You chose to give it up, you chose to ignore it. This is what you choose. 2 years of memories, what's so difficult?
I knew this day would come, it's only a matter of time.

I know i'm not alone, i'm happy to have my friends there for me.
But i know i just lost a very good friend of mine. I lost someone who used to be my closest. I lost someone whom i can turn to. I lost someone who i can share my happiness and sadness. What about our own language? I can't talk to anyone with that language anymore.
Most importantly, i lost someone that i really love.

This whole week, drink and high, drink and high. No drunk drunk drunk (:
Otherwise, Spize at River Valley with Van Ray and Zhi :D I'm so occupied!
Will be away from Singapore on thurs with them as well (:


Helipad (:


Powerhouse (:


Dates (:


KBox (:


Will post more pic again tmr or blah.
Heading to bed nowwwwwwww (:


Somehow, i'm fucking annoyed when i see those 'type' of girls now.

i don't wanna know anything anymore.
Done! (: