16 December 2009

For myself (:


When i'm on my way home, i keep smiling at our past. Not because it's funny, but it's really heartwarming. Yeah, though we often had arguments, but after each arguments, we understand each other more. We became more loving.. we would pacify each other with our weird language (: i don't even know how we came up with those languages.
Or we would just randomly say something funny with that language. 'kunting kunting nuni nuni'?

Sleeping with the tv on, waking up to see your bom bom face, smelling each other breath. awww -.-
It's really nice to see your love one sleeping beside you, his face will be the first thing you see when you wake up..
Cooking noodle, frying pancakes, making a mess in the kitchen.. Arguing about who's gonna wash the pots...
Running from the kitchen to the room, or from your house downstairs to your door. Trying to leave me behind cos i'm afraid of the dark and being alone. asshole!
Playing and feeding hammie (: though i don dare to touch them but at least i fed him okay (:
See you playing with your pillow case just irritates me! Because you only wan your pillow case and not me anymore! tsk!
Scissors paper stone to see who will off the lights and turn down the volume of the tv (: But i always win! (:
Argue about who's sleeping which side and all...
Go round searching for best food at tpy central... Accompany me to wait for my milk tea at Koi when the queue is always that long...
Too much to say but it'll always be inside me...


Each relationship has its own memories, which can never be erase. No matter how the other party hurt you, it will always be kept inside the heart.
Idk but thinking back of our past, i wouldn't cry but smile. Not trying to deceive myself or like gain sympathy or being fake. But that's the fact, i really did smile. Those are happy memories, why cry?
I will only cry when you're gone, and yeah, i'm done with all the cryings.
It has become a fact that you're gone, so i have to accept no matter what. I don care how many lies you told me, or how you hurt me. I told myself, i will only remember the happy moments. I hope i can do it tho ;) gees
Yeah, and after thinking for so much, we really do have lots and lots of happy moments (: all these are enough.

They said I'm less cheerful now.. yes, i know. I hardly play around or being that talkative anymore. But takes time i guess? (:





Just like this picture, i can only imagine that you're there......

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