Hate it when I know this thing is going nowhere yet I'm still holding on, holding on to someone that......... I don't know how to let go anymore.
We are not opening up our heart. So what's now?
I know I will end up getting hurt. I know I'm digging a hole for myself, jumping in...... till I find the way up on my own. Helps were given but, I don't know why I'm not taking it.

Again, I never listen and I know I will not listen to what advice other people give. Call me single-minded, I'm just that persistent. I will never give up till I'm tired of it.
This is why, I never wanna talk about this to anyone anymore. Cos it's useless.......
It's just like the previous 'lesson' I had. Advices all given, but I chose to ignore it..... Till I'm........

Maybe I would rather hurt then feel nothing at all.

A step forward might lead to falling, but a step backward......... I don't wanna lose you.

You know, it's like a bubble. The emptiness, for a short period of time and the next moment... you don't know when it's going to burst and everything will be gone.
I don't know what's going to happen next..... but I know when the time comes, these memories would be the best souvenir from you.



If something is meant to be, I know it will happen. It's all about the right time, right person and for the best reason... Right?

A W E S O M E

Work is what I've been doing now (: I like this job lahhhh!














Goodnight! xoxo

Unintended




A song that I almost forgot which i love it much.

What matter most now is work and friends...

Goodnight! xoxo

Nostalgia




Somehow or rather, I dread shopping for Elmo stuff, shopping at Daiso.

(:



YAY! It's holiday time! Gonna chiong my USS work! I'm loving it tho it's tiring and you've to face the big burning sun..... but how nice to see those nice colleagues and mascots (:

Planning on a holiday as well with bb and V (:

Alright! Time for bed (:

Goodnigh!



xoxo

Finally no more assignments!
But got to study for exams ):

Had a sumptuous dinner with baby (: So bloatedddd even until now.
But I'm gonna head to bed now. Tomorrow would be my first day of work at RWS! Excited yet.......... zzz

Okokay! Goodnight! xoxo

HOLIDAY COMING = LOTS AND LOTS OF ASSIGNMENTS TO FINISH



Finally, fnish studying my Art Awareness of Dance!
Suppose to head to bed but I got the mood to blog..... like suddenly! (:

Okay, I'm really damn busy with school work. Exams are just round the corner, got to study for stupid modules like Principle of Managements..... and my Econs ): wtf? Oh man, I'm gonna get a E for POM, I-DON'T-CARE! But I have to pass Econs!

At least I'm quite productive these few days.










AND I CAN'T WAIT TO WORK AT A NEW ENVIRONMENT!!!!!! MORE MOOOOOLAHSSSSSS! :D RWS I'M COMING! (hoping it wouldn't be a boring job there!)


Okay okay, got to turn in to bed liao. Goodnighttttt! (:

haha my blog dying againnn... No time for it ): School, work, dance, school work dance.

Haven been shopping... but these 2 days have been shopping with melissa hehehehehe shiok!
Saw quite alot of nice stuff but never splurge lahhhhh. hurhurhurhurhurhurhur

Okay okay, update soon? hehe byes!
xoxo

I miss my dragonnnnnn......

Goodnight love xoxo

So bored now, on my way home decided to blog craps :) haha
Yay yay! Finally I bought my bb! Blogging with it :) with this and my itouch, I think I will hardly use my laptop. Haha unless I'm gonna do projects or what :)

Anw. Everything finally down :) never feel that relieve after so long? Good thing huh! Thanks for this rs that I learn a lot :) hurhur SERIOUSLYYYY :) NOT TALK COCK! Haha

1 will learn only when she experience it :) cos before this, people telling me this that this that... I tried to listen but no. Hurr but still glad :) ended clean

Things going so smoothly and all. Quite proud of myself huh ;) okay okay whatever

1 more thing that I feel I'm finally over it, I don't feel a single bit of anger when I saw her!

Kk Byes! Haha

Busyyyyyyyys (:



HAHAHAHAHAHA!! I'm not having any motivation to blog man but i guess i will do it more often now(i hope) (:
But super busy now. Gonna be so busy with my dance preparation! Got in the second round, this coming wed! OH MAN! SO LITTLE TIME ): cos we planned to change the dance concept "/
Oh whatever (: But i like (: Since i miss dancing so so so so much xxxxxx hehehheheh

Alright heading to bed now! Byes! (:

hello hello hello (:

Gonna be so busy with assignments now ): Haven been using fb -.-

Anyway, finally watched Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief! NICEEEE LEH!
And also, had Volcano Ramen with love (: But don't know why, both of us shit for a few days after eating that. Too spicy or what? -.- But whatever.... Liked (:




Turn the page to love again...

School as usual, just that I'm skipping a lil more now? Shittttttts!
And cabbing more now ): huhhhhhhhhh!
Morning call morning call loh (: *nowadays, like to lao hong le ahni ): *


Pictures










Love my boooootsssss! (:


Oh man, itouch is a must have for dry lessonnnn (:










It feels great to have you under my arms, hiding under me. How nice, to let you feel protected. But it feels even better when I am being protected instead. Finding extra space to hide under you when I'm already suffocating. This is so us, our way to let each other feel loved and have fun. Yes, I feel loved ♥

I know it's not the end yet, perhaps it's only the beginning.
You're in a dilemma, so am I. It's just too complicated.
Going back to 'If only'.... But it's still a 'If', so deal with the reality. If only reality is all an illusion......

CNY preparation, so not done -.-



At least, i did something to my hair today...... but it's like so not much different? "/ Went Jeric Salon with V, wanted to have a violet-red colored hair. But it appears to be quite dark, like black if there's no light shinning on it? Yeah, and only under light, can see a lil bit of red. awww. Whatever

Self Note: Wed, NOT GOING OUT! Coming back after dance and pack my super messy room, wardrobe, self mani padi(so lazy to find a good shop so, might as well to it myself.......), THINK OF WHAT TO WEAR FOR CNY!

Oh man, I really don't know what to buy for CNY clothes ): So troublesome, idk why i don't have this problem even tho i had tattoos last year. Ya, mommy and daddy still not aware of my tattoos! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ;) So i need to wear something long or what to cover them xxxx
Anw, yeah... this year.......... mind blank? tsk! Maxi dress? Bought 1 but after trying it at home........ huhhhhhhhhhh. idk man ):
I don't wanna wear tights or jeans for goodness sake! -.- Gonna do a last min shopping...... prob with :) ... *lao hong noh* hais
Jia lattttttttttttt................. tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk!

I'm so lost nowadays, idk why. Too much to do, say, think. Even if i'm out with J and V, i'm so lost. In school, i'm so lost. But I'm okay when i'm with nuni leh ): Whatever lah! I'm gonna get things done and over quick~

Missing out too much stuff in here, but i shall update it with pic and everything soon (:

AND!



Missing V already! Oh man, got to wait till June ): And you really look cute with your current hair color~! (Not the one above of course hehehehe) HAHAHAHAHAHAH back to secondary school time i guess xxxx heheh


Once bitten twice shy, guess this doesn't work on me cos I'm just following my heart ♥

Without them, school's not fun at all!


























CAUGHT CHA!




My fav! Melon milk! (Ling intro this to me (: )







Seriously, glad to have them (: If not I would definitely fail in my attendance this sem. This semester is damn damn damn dry -.- I'm only looking forward to every wed jazz dance and...... Art Awareness Dance ): And maybe Lighting and Sound cos it's hands on and time passes fast (: the only bad thing about it, is that it's a morning class ): tsk!
Anyway, talked to nuni about school, I wouldn't follow your footstep okay! (:
I know I can't really share my problems with you now but I'm glad that once a while, at least for now, I'm still able to do it ):



I never know what's tomorrow but I know what's yesterday. Though our days don't last forever, but I can still find the strength in the moments we made, I'm looking back on yesterday. So what if I'm looking back. Love is never right or wrong, now or then.
No matter how unrestrained a woman is, it will still take lots of courage to forget the man she loves. No matter who he is, what he is, good or bad, that's just the fact and.... truth.
We knew something is just going on inside us, something that we're hiding, but none of us wanna say it out.


Don't you just miss your carefree life?