SHEVONNE

2010-09-24T01:29:00.004+08:00

Hate it when I know this thing is going nowhere yet I'm still holding on, holding on to someone that......... I don't know how to let go anymore.
We are not opening up our heart. So what's now?
I know I will end up getting hurt. I know I'm digging a hole for myself, jumping in...... till I find the way up on my own. Helps were given but, I don't know why I'm not taking it.

Again, I never listen and I know I will not listen to what advice other people give. Call me single-minded, I'm just that persistent. I will never give up till I'm tired of it.
This is why, I never wanna talk about this to anyone anymore. Cos it's useless.......
It's just like the previous 'lesson' I had. Advices all given, but I chose to ignore it..... Till I'm........

Maybe I would rather hurt then feel nothing at all.

A step forward might lead to falling, but a step backward......... I don't wanna lose you.

You know, it's like a bubble. The emptiness, for a short period of time and the next moment... you don't know when it's going to burst and everything will be gone.
I don't know what's going to happen next..... but I know when the time comes, these memories would be the best souvenir from you.

If something is meant to be, I know it will happen. It's all about the right time, right person and for the best reason... Right?

2010-06-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

A W E S O M E

Work is what I've been doing now (: I like this job lahhhh!

Goodnight! xoxo

2010-05-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

Unintended

A song that I almost forgot which i love it much.

2010-05-19T03:19:00.003+08:00

What matter most now is work and friends...

Goodnight! xoxo

2010-05-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

Nostalgia

Somehow or rather, I dread shopping for Elmo stuff, shopping at Daiso.

2010-05-07T02:32:00.002+08:00

(:

YAY! It's holiday time! Gonna chiong my USS work! I'm loving it tho it's tiring and you've to face the big burning sun..... but how nice to see those nice colleagues and mascots (:

Planning on a holiday as well with bb and V (:

Alright! Time for bed (:

Goodnigh!

xoxo

2010-05-01T01:11:00.003+08:00

Finally no more assignments!
But got to study for exams ):

Had a sumptuous dinner with baby (: So bloatedddd even until now.
But I'm gonna head to bed now. Tomorrow would be my first day of work at RWS! Excited yet.......... zzz

Okokay! Goodnight! xoxo

2010-04-26T02:16:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY COMING = LOTS AND LOTS OF ASSIGNMENTS TO FINISH

Finally, fnish studying my Art Awareness of Dance!
Suppose to head to bed but I got the mood to blog..... like suddenly! (:

Okay, I'm really damn busy with school work. Exams are just round the corner, got to study for stupid modules like Principle of Managements..... and my Econs ): wtf? Oh man, I'm gonna get a E for POM, I-DON'T-CARE! But I have to pass Econs!

At least I'm quite productive these few days.

AND I CAN'T WAIT TO WORK AT A NEW ENVIRONMENT!!!!!! MORE MOOOOOLAHSSSSSS! :D RWS I'M COMING! (hoping it wouldn't be a boring job there!)

Okay okay, got to turn in to bed liao. Goodnighttttt! (:

2010-04-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

haha my blog dying againnn... No time for it ): School, work, dance, school work dance.

Haven been shopping... but these 2 days have been shopping with melissa hehehehehe shiok!
Saw quite alot of nice stuff but never splurge lahhhhh. hurhurhurhurhurhurhur

Okay okay, update soon? hehe byes!
xoxo

2010-03-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

I miss my dragonnnnnn......

Goodnight love xoxo

2010-03-19T00:58:00.002+08:00

So bored now, on my way home decided to blog craps :) haha
Yay yay! Finally I bought my bb! Blogging with it :) with this and my itouch, I think I will hardly use my laptop. Haha unless I'm gonna do projects or what :)

Anw. Everything finally down :) never feel that relieve after so long? Good thing huh! Thanks for this rs that I learn a lot :) hurhur SERIOUSLYYYY :) NOT TALK COCK! Haha

1 will learn only when she experience it :) cos before this, people telling me this that this that... I tried to listen but no. Hurr but still glad :) ended clean

Things going so smoothly and all. Quite proud of myself huh ;) okay okay whatever

1 more thing that I feel I'm finally over it, I don't feel a single bit of anger when I saw her!

Kk Byes! Haha

2010-03-12T03:02:00.000+08:00

Busyyyyyyyys (:

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! I'm not having any motivation to blog man but i guess i will do it more often now(i hope) (:
But super busy now. Gonna be so busy with my dance preparation! Got in the second round, this coming wed! OH MAN! SO LITTLE TIME ): cos we planned to change the dance concept "/
Oh whatever (: But i like (: Since i miss dancing so so so so much xxxxxx hehehheheh

Alright heading to bed now! Byes! (:

2010-02-26T17:48:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello (:

Gonna be so busy with assignments now ): Haven been using fb -.-

Anyway, finally watched Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief! NICEEEE LEH!
And also, had Volcano Ramen with love (: But don't know why, both of us shit for a few days after eating that. Too spicy or what? -.- But whatever.... Liked (:

Turn the page to love again...

2010-02-10T03:49:00.001+08:00

School as usual, just that I'm skipping a lil more now? Shittttttts!
And cabbing more now ): huhhhhhhhhh!
Morning call morning call loh (: *nowadays, like to lao hong le ahni ): *

Pictures

Love my boooootsssss! (:

Oh man, itouch is a must have for dry lessonnnn (:

It feels great to have you under my arms, hiding under me. How nice, to let you feel protected. But it feels even better when I am being protected instead. Finding extra space to hide under you when I'm already suffocating. This is so us, our way to let each other feel loved and have fun. Yes, I feel loved ♥

I know it's not the end yet, perhaps it's only the beginning.
You're in a dilemma, so am I. It's just too complicated.
Going back to 'If only'.... But it's still a 'If', so deal with the reality. If only reality is all an illusion......

2010-02-09T02:47:00.001+08:00

CNY preparation, so not done -.-

At least, i did something to my hair today...... but it's like so not much different? "/ Went Jeric Salon with V, wanted to have a violet-red colored hair. But it appears to be quite dark, like black if there's no light shinning on it? Yeah, and only under light, can see a lil bit of red. awww. Whatever

Self Note: Wed, NOT GOING OUT! Coming back after dance and pack my super messy room, wardrobe, self mani padi(so lazy to find a good shop so, might as well to it myself.......), THINK OF WHAT TO WEAR FOR CNY!

Oh man, I really don't know what to buy for CNY clothes ): So troublesome, idk why i don't have this problem even tho i had tattoos last year. Ya, mommy and daddy still not aware of my tattoos! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ;) So i need to wear something long or what to cover them xxxx
Anw, yeah... this year.......... mind blank? tsk! Maxi dress? Bought 1 but after trying it at home........ huhhhhhhhhhh. idk man ):
I don't wanna wear tights or jeans for goodness sake! -.- Gonna do a last min shopping...... prob with :) ... *lao hong noh* hais
Jia lattttttttttttt................. tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk!

I'm so lost nowadays, idk why. Too much to do, say, think. Even if i'm out with J and V, i'm so lost. In school, i'm so lost. But I'm okay when i'm with nuni leh ): Whatever lah! I'm gonna get things done and over quick~

Missing out too much stuff in here, but i shall update it with pic and everything soon (:

AND!

Missing V already! Oh man, got to wait till June ): And you really look cute with your current hair color~! (Not the one above of course hehehehe) HAHAHAHAHAHAH back to secondary school time i guess xxxx heheh

Once bitten twice shy, guess this doesn't work on me cos I'm just following my heart ♥

2010-01-28T03:01:00.000+08:00

Without them, school's not fun at all!

CAUGHT CHA!

My fav! Melon milk! (Ling intro this to me (: )

Seriously, glad to have them (: If not I would definitely fail in my attendance this sem. This semester is damn damn damn dry -.- I'm only looking forward to every wed jazz dance and...... Art Awareness Dance ): And maybe Lighting and Sound cos it's hands on and time passes fast (: the only bad thing about it, is that it's a morning class ): tsk!
Anyway, talked to nuni about school, I wouldn't follow your footstep okay! (:
I know I can't really share my problems with you now but I'm glad that once a while, at least for now, I'm still able to do it ):

I never know what's tomorrow but I know what's yesterday. Though our days don't last forever, but I can still find the strength in the moments we made, I'm looking back on yesterday. So what if I'm looking back. Love is never right or wrong, now or then.
No matter how unrestrained a woman is, it will still take lots of courage to forget the man she loves. No matter who he is, what he is, good or bad, that's just the fact and.... truth.
We knew something is just going on inside us, something that we're hiding, but none of us wanna say it out.

Don't you just miss your carefree life?

2010-01-27T02:02:00.004+08:00

Loved, Elmo

Actually i'm already falling asleep... But i just realized I'm lying on Mr Elmo ): that the face part became a little horizontal? SO SORRY! I feel so bad that i decided to blog, weird me but ya (: I cherish my Elmo more than anything (: hahahahhaha

And! Shall blog soon, been busy with school and everything, celebrated G bday over the weekend and most importantly, i love my weekend (:

Bye!

2010-01-22T17:24:00.001+08:00

No way I will be back to square ;)

2010-01-16T13:15:00.013+08:00

ban mian.tts.catching elmo.spoiled duck noodle.duck rice.roast pork.water chestnut&sugarcane.fruit tree mango.egg sandwich with cheese for breakfast.ah gong's rice.shaving and drawing of brows.awful breath.tv on.chasing.sound of bird chirping.nice.
Carrying the smile on my face now, how about later?
Everything's just so comfortable, as usual, back to normal, with a very familiar feeling.
With the sour heart, awww... :'(

2010-01-12T14:56:00.009+08:00

Long long long...

Last week is definitely an awesome week for me. Sleepless night for days(yeah torturing but, fun!), new experience, past, catch ups, gossiping, sleepovers. Loved (:

5th Jan
A nightmorningafternoon with Van, Glenn and Darius (:

Cuscaden (:

Bk for dinner(:

Nice (:

After that, L4D2(:

Headed to a pub at Concorde (:

Then to G place (:

Shag face!! Watching Paranormal Activity (:

Damn tired! So slept a lil (:

Same night, went over to V place to chill with Gen (:

4th Jan
Went OSS (: Met Ms Chen PX, Mr Cheelian(hahahhaahahhas idk how to spell), Mr Wong, and a few more (:
Walk round the school while waiting the lady to get V's o cert (:
Memories....... ;)

Really miss playing volleyball with the girls "/

LOR MEE!!!!! (: miss it mann

Zar Cai Peng? (:

In fact, i miss all the food there ): If only i can eat all that day. hehehs

Then to Cafe Delmar (:

So looking forward to the Universal Studio!!!!!!

Sushi Tei for lunch (:

I love this day (: It's like reminiscing the past. Secondary school times, volleyball, tanning xxxx

Night, met up with Esther (:

1st Jan
Dinner at NaNa Thai and met up with J and L for movie(Did you hear about the Morgans) and L4D2(:

30 Dec
Zirca/Rebel with Jabez, Don, Jose and few others :D How nice is it when you get to see your old friends.
Anw, Zirca sucks at management and Rebel's music suck. Normally for ladies we can get 2 drinks at a time, if lucky.. more.. but now you can only take 1 at a time? Wtf? So we've to waste time for just 1 drink and queue 5 times? I'm not going there anymore...... unless blah blah blah (:
After that, Spize, pratas, teh peng, catch ups...(:

UNUSED COUPONS!!!!!!

28 Dec
Finally met up with J. Aston for lunch, caught Prince and the Frog (: Head to my place, dinner at Ajisen (: Sheesha-ed with G, V and K

Ajisen

Volcano Ramen (ling leung's and my favourite!)

Hajilane

Exchanging our xmas gift (:

Like this (:

Sleepover days(: (forgot when)

V has always been there for me ever since she's back. I'm glad that we're closer then before, everything's going so smoothly and yeah, I'm me again (:

Happy.

2010-01-11T03:15:00.002+08:00

A new start!

School is starting later on! It feels so good to start everything afresh (:
I feel 'normal' again (: hehehe
Watched 'It's Complicated' yesterday. Nice! (: Kinda reflects back to what's happening to my life now (: Having affair with you!

Alright time for bed! Bye! xoxo

p.s so much to blog... where should i start from man.......

2010-01-05T03:25:00.002+08:00

Fuck it all up (:

Oh yeah, i'm all ready now for everything. Everything doesn't matter now anymore...
I'm glad that i manage to keep it out of my head today (: not the whole day tho but at least i improved (: Things are getting better for me (:

Will update tmr if i can wake up early (: hehehehes
I miss the old time at oss tho, not with those fuck up ppl of cos (: hahahas but with my love...... ^^

p.s yesterday's self note is just to remind me that it has been a month already.......

2010-01-04T04:41:00.009+08:00

Going back to the old times.....

Gonna accompany V to OSS later, which i kinda hate going there?
And to the beach! (: been years since i went tanning "/
But i might not gonna tan (: hehehehes. will just stay under the umbrella or something!
Gonna find my sunblock now! (:

Hmmm, that's why i'm saying, going back to the old times (:

Self :
A month, passed.
Haven been doing alot of things during this time.
Pillow fights, arguments(but i guess we did during this period)
Wrestling with you and being thrown onto the bed -.-
Hardly communicate with someone with that language,
Smell 'ferragamo'(okay, it's really damn disgusting) but how fun and irritating is it when you get to tease me with it, you will be damn happy lah to see me get irritated by it.
Snatching pillow and blanket (well, it's so cute that both of us don't wanna let go of the pillow we wants. hehehes but you still let me have it)
Shopping for men clothings,
Hear the key sound at your pants,
Kuay Chap at kou fu, Ban Mian, Xue Yu Cun's 'Hua Dan He Fen' and 'Sambal Fried Rice',
Haven been 'acting cute' to anyone also...................
Haven been watching 'Zhou Re Ba Dian Dang' for a month... and also 'Hao Se Zhi Wang'.
Don't know if they 're still showing at U channel. Guess it's good for me as well. I dread seeing sg shows on my tv.
No more Singapore TV shows or Singapore channels for me.
I hate to see channel 8, 5 and U channel now! It kills me.........

~~Suddenly, i feel the hate again...~~
This is my blog, yet i can't blog freely....... There's alot of things i wanted to say but i can't.
Yeah, how fair and how cruel is this, man.
Oh well, so long as you & I know....

2010-01-03T07:03:00.001+08:00

The old feelings...

Out with the old clique today.
I think ever since...... hmmm forgot when, this is the first time hanging out together again. Idk if i should feel great about it or what? But something is missing of course. Not just 1 thing missing but, alot of things missing.
It just feel like yesterday when all the couples, okay not just couples but also friends(: ... were hanging out together, watching movie, lei pak at mac or something, the guys chat and the girls gossip.
Used to have 5, down to 2 now. hmmm... what a quick change -.-

2010-01-02T07:24:00.000+08:00

Something new on me......

I wanna have a new tattoo. Something really nice, beautiful and meaningful (:
This is the best time to put 1 i guess. hahahahahs (:
Compare the feeling of inking and the pain your heart gets, inking is nothing......

I don't feel 'pain' at all when i cut off my hair, okay.... tho a few inches, not alot, but normally i will feel damn............ 'Argh' those kind.
Or even went i got injuries, i feel like nothing at all.
Whatever, but i just can't feel any physical pain now...... seriously.

Okay, it's morning again. I need my sleeping time back to normal ):
I sleep only when the sun is out......... damn -.-

And i can't wait for school again!!!!!!! Tho this sem kinda fuck up "/

2010-01-01T06:42:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!

Have you guys made your new year resolutions yet? I just made mine... (: geeeees
Hope it will come true tho (:
Yeah, it's time to throw away 2009 and welcome 2010 (:

And i wanna eat more but not gain fat! Just wanna become like............. there normal? lols
Some may understand some may not (: GEEEEEEEEEEEESXZXS
Its smaller now tho"/ tsk! J said i shrink also -.- oh whatever, maybe i'm gonna cook maggie now! :D

I just wanna say 'happy new year Ling' (:

2009-12-31T07:15:00.000+08:00

So much to say......

With the 'old time' friends (:

Christmas!

Sleepovers!

With J!

It feels great to see friends that you haven been seeing for like 2 years? (:
They're still as funny as ever, with a lil bit of beng-ness in them... geeeees (:

Good morning!
Turning in now bye! xoxo

2009-12-29T03:45:00.002+08:00

Isn't this sweet (:

2009-12-27T10:13:00.005+08:00

Great! Everything has been planned nicely, everyone's so excited about it....... and ended up screwed! fuck?

Now, i think i took the wrong module for dance.. 11B is for y2 i think, BUT FUCKING 1B IS FULLLLLLLLL!

FORECASTING!!!!!!! SAS FASHION!!!!!!! ALL FUCKING FULL NOW!?

and my SAS DANCE is fucking clash with my fucking time table!

And cool, 3 strg days of morning classes which i can barely wake up last sem when it's only just 1 day? Alright, i need a baby now to wake me up ): hurrrrrrrrrrrrrr

And now i got a sat class too ): OH MY GOOODNESSSSSSSSSS!

My next semester is kinda screwed!!!!!!! No not kinda, but SCREWED!!!!

Okay nvm, forget it!!!!!! Done! I'm heading back to sleep now! At V place now, cycling later! (:

Morning people! (:

2009-12-24T03:58:00.000+08:00

K fine, so be it... Bye!

And Merry Christmas to all! (:

2009-12-23T03:33:00.009+08:00

Yesterday seems like a dream to me. Maybe to you it may be just a moment of missing someone but to me, its more than that.
I thought after so many days i can be by myself but after yesterday, idk how i should feel.
Upon looking at .... post, i knew all these will be gone again.....
I told myself not to look at it, but blame my hand.
Ain't we having fun yesterday even tho it's just webcaming, but....... ya there's always a 'but' in everything.

But....

2009-12-21T03:38:00.006+08:00

Last minute KBox

Before i went kl, had a kbox session with them (:

Had dinner with Gen first at Suki Sushi

Then met up with the usual for supper and last minute kbox! (:

She's wearing short pants inside... so yeah (:

Sang till morning and home (:

I'm being random,

I miss the curry rice there....

Anybody wanna eat with me????? (:

Had a ...... conversation with my mum today

My mum: Why this few weekends so guai stay home and sleep, thought you always sleep at your friend's place?

Me: Like that not good meh..

My mum: Ya loh, but very surprised to see you at your bed this morning mah..

Me: Haiya...... smile smile and walk off -.-

Yeah, if only we can bring back time...
Everything start with a 'If only'
Who's gonna make the 'If' happen?
If only.......

2009-12-20T05:23:00.005+08:00

Two Is Better Than One

Another prawning thing on a Sat :D
Update again (: Good morning (:

2009-12-18T03:45:00.004+08:00

This is the song that we both knew.........
You're the one listening to it the other time, it's my turn now Ling.

You know what, i think it's really my fault to turn this relationship into this situation. Our love can be stronger than anything if i'm really more understanding and do what i'm suppose to do. I guess i can only blame myself for not loving you as much as what i can. Now, only she can give you love, she touched your heart. It's not me anymore, how am i suppose to touch your heart again. I still remember how i cry kissing just your hand that day. From that day onwards, i know you won't be mine anymore, the hand i'm kissing, i won't be holding on to it anymore.
Even when you told me those are bruises, i got to take it as that even if i know it's not. How can a person who love you so much for these 2 year bear all this. Only you can see how badly i cry but, i know i'm not going to do it anymore.

I really don't wanna know what's going on between you and her anymore. Idk who post the 4th party thing but friends, pls don tell me anything that i'm suppose to know now. I'm seriously done with all these thing. I need a break........
Tho i'm appearing strong enough to bear all the things but i need a break now........ I seriously need 1, because until now, i still can't believe the one that i'm loving for 2 years would do this to me )':

Our love just ended because it's not strong enough. But you never know how much i love you. I love you more than anything but you never know. You're the one that thinks our love is not strong enough but did you spare a thought for me? You never know how much i'm giving you because i never had a chance to do so. I'm the one that you choose to hurt, yet i'm still feeling sorry for all the opinions on you.
You never know how much i plan for us even after your ORD. I wanna travel with you, i wanna go camping with you again. I wanna do so much stuff but just one sentence, our love is not strong enough.......
How and what can i feel when i hear this from you.. I'm just a failure being your girl.
When you told me ' i wasn't that bad at all'. My heart totally break from pieces to smaller pieces. Are you really my love one? Are you really the one that stay with me thru out this 2 years? Why is it that you'll only hear what others say and not what your love one say. Ya, maybe until now, to you i'm still the playful one so you think you wasn't that bad at all.......

No one will be there for you to wake her up like hell like that. I still remember how you wake me up for school yet i still didn't turn up for it. Yeah, isn't it irritating like how you wake me up again and again and i'm still sleeping soundly beside you (: No one is gonna talk to you in our language ever again....... oku mu? (: You would even pacify me to go eat kuishinbo with you even if i don really want do. You said " sorrnu ah ni, faster come oku, we eat together".

Who's gonna force you to pluck your armpit hair now..... Who's gonna help you dig dig ear now....... Who's gonna watch tv with you now...... Who's gonna fold your army clothes now? Mamu mu? Who's gonna accompany you to buy tidbits now........ Who's gonna eat fried fish soup and ban mian with you now........... Who's gonna do all this with you now........

Everything's gonna be black and white now...........

2009-12-17T02:58:00.004+08:00

It really hurts me to see you tear, what about you?

你為什麼說謊

This wouldn't happen if i'm more understanding, this wouldn't happen if i love you more and love you in a correct way.
This wouldn't happen if our love are stronger..
But it had already happen....
Idk how it happen when i'm giving you so much love.. did i love you in a wrong way? did i not give you love? did i not push myself?
I did everything that i could........
Our love can never be stronger if you ain't giving me any chance... ask yourself that, did you ever give me another chance to prove that our love is still there?
You just assume everything before giving me a death card, how am i suppose to prove myself, prove to you, that there's still love...........

This is what i call, love......

p.s no matter what, i still hope you'll believe me and close your ear about what you heard. It's really unfair to me when you din't even find out the truth about it. How do you expect me to accept it? At least, i found out the truth from you, instead of listening to what others say about it.

2009-12-16T03:18:00.005+08:00

For myself (:

When i'm on my way home, i keep smiling at our past. Not because it's funny, but it's really heartwarming. Yeah, though we often had arguments, but after each arguments, we understand each other more. We became more loving.. we would pacify each other with our weird language (: i don't even know how we came up with those languages.
Or we would just randomly say something funny with that language. 'kunting kunting nuni nuni'?

Sleeping with the tv on, waking up to see your bom bom face, smelling each other breath. awww -.-
It's really nice to see your love one sleeping beside you, his face will be the first thing you see when you wake up..
Cooking noodle, frying pancakes, making a mess in the kitchen.. Arguing about who's gonna wash the pots...
Running from the kitchen to the room, or from your house downstairs to your door. Trying to leave me behind cos i'm afraid of the dark and being alone. asshole!
Playing and feeding hammie (: though i don dare to touch them but at least i fed him okay (:
See you playing with your pillow case just irritates me! Because you only wan your pillow case and not me anymore! tsk!
Scissors paper stone to see who will off the lights and turn down the volume of the tv (: But i always win! (:
Argue about who's sleeping which side and all...
Go round searching for best food at tpy central... Accompany me to wait for my milk tea at Koi when the queue is always that long...
Too much to say but it'll always be inside me...

Each relationship has its own memories, which can never be erase. No matter how the other party hurt you, it will always be kept inside the heart.
Idk but thinking back of our past, i wouldn't cry but smile. Not trying to deceive myself or like gain sympathy or being fake. But that's the fact, i really did smile. Those are happy memories, why cry?
I will only cry when you're gone, and yeah, i'm done with all the cryings.
It has become a fact that you're gone, so i have to accept no matter what. I don care how many lies you told me, or how you hurt me. I told myself, i will only remember the happy moments. I hope i can do it tho ;) gees
Yeah, and after thinking for so much, we really do have lots and lots of happy moments (: all these are enough.

They said I'm less cheerful now.. yes, i know. I hardly play around or being that talkative anymore. But takes time i guess? (:

Just like this picture, i can only imagine that you're there......

2009-12-15T18:02:00.000+08:00

I wonder how it feels like to be the 3rd. Ain't she shameful at all?

2009-12-15T04:17:00.002+08:00

14 Dec

Did manicure at paragon with Van (:

Sushi Tei for lunch (:

Big O for dessert???? (:

Big O Cheesecake, i like it (:

The Mud Pie (:

Then off to work (:

13 Dec

Accompany Gen to perm her hair (:
Waited for quite long, so we can only camwhore :D

Finally done (:

Then Pasta Mania for dinner (:

Shopping again (:

Frolick (:

Coffee club with Gen Van Zhi and Ray (:

That's all (: Still got loads more to update "/

Nights xoxo

I'm tired of all the nonsense, it's really time to start anew....

2009-12-14T04:04:00.003+08:00

Broken Hearted Girl

Both of us look so young here!
If only we can go back to the secondary school times... xxxx

There's something that I feel I need to say, but up 'til now I've always been afraid

2009-12-13T03:23:00.008+08:00

BACK FROM KL! (:

Dread coming back to Singapore tho ):

Update it again soooooonnnnnn. I'm so tired. Just finish prawning with Van&co, Gen and Sera (:

Today's advice.........

Yeah, i'm playing hard now. Working quite smart too i guess. hahaahas
Everything just seems so fine now (:

I love this song(:

Already gone............

Thanks people for the care and concern, advice and all (:
Whatever reason it is, i will move on (:

You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

2009-12-09T04:41:00.000+08:00

My today's advice on facebook "/

I don't get what it mean tho. Choose to love and be loved?

But i choose to hate....

Heard this somewhere,

If you're capable of ditching people, you must be able to bear the pain of being ditched.

True.

Whatever, i'm just gonna enjoy my trip tmr (:

Nights xoxo

2009-12-08T13:16:00.003+08:00

So what if i lost someone i love? At least i tried and i give in my best. It'll be your loss now.

2009-12-08T03:23:00.004+08:00

December seems so fuck up. Everyone is having problems in their relationship. Everyone is letting go of their love ones.
I love you, truly madly deeply.
I gave you all my love but you gave it to someone else. You chose to give it up, you chose to ignore it. This is what you choose. 2 years of memories, what's so difficult?
I knew this day would come, it's only a matter of time.

I know i'm not alone, i'm happy to have my friends there for me.
But i know i just lost a very good friend of mine. I lost someone who used to be my closest. I lost someone whom i can turn to. I lost someone who i can share my happiness and sadness. What about our own language? I can't talk to anyone with that language anymore.
Most importantly, i lost someone that i really love.

This whole week, drink and high, drink and high. No drunk drunk drunk (:
Otherwise, Spize at River Valley with Van Ray and Zhi :D I'm so occupied!
Will be away from Singapore on thurs with them as well (:

Helipad (:

Powerhouse (:

Dates (:

KBox (:

Will post more pic again tmr or blah.
Heading to bed nowwwwwwww (:

Somehow, i'm fucking annoyed when i see those 'type' of girls now.

2009-12-02T06:26:00.000+08:00

i don't wanna know anything anymore.
Done! (:

2009-11-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why would anyone step into another person's relationship. When he or she know that the person is attached. I know loving one is not a crime but hello? where the hell is your conscious man.

Things seems to be so rocky now, nothing goes well when all the holiday seasons are coming. fuck.

Just hope everything would be fine and let me enjoy my new year even if i had a bad xmas )':

BYE!

2009-08-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

I think so far, today's production design lesson was the happiest lesson of all. Idk why but everything went smoothly! (:
Unlike before, everything's so complicated? or maybe we're getting the hang of it already (: good good (:
Just that the com is really slow in setting up the Autocad! NAFA needs better com i guess. hahahahaha (:

Okay, so not today's pic. Last week's (:

Baby had an appt with sebas.

then to ION (:

went Food Opera, the so called food court at ion?
the food there is really expensive lah!
I mean like, so over the price for normal food court?

this freaking cost $7.50?
Like just normal duck with roast pork noodle loh?
more ex. then Crystal Jade?

I had prawn noodle tho. $5.
okay okay lah. i think i will never eat there again unless urgently needyyy foodyyy! (:

Pic of me then.......

I just realized i haven bought any new clothes this month.....
Nothing nice nowadays "/
CLOTHES CLOTHES CLOTHES LAHHHHHH!
COME TO MOMMMMMY!

If really nothing nice I've to shop over at Gen's already.
But her shop's clothing expensive...... -.-

So just this time round i will be spending my money thereeeee (:

Okay off to work! Bye!

2009-08-04T02:01:00.003+08:00

YES! I miss bloggggger............. maybe

School and work are keeping me busy and tired. Monday and Tuesday lessons are really boring, so i skipped today's :D
Also because, baby's having off day today..... so....... (: SKIPPED!

So we went ION first before he book in (: Dinner at food republic (: Had a lil tiff but he love me too too too much(ya, hopefully is too too too much ah!) so we're fine after that :D

So weekends=baby's day (:

YA, showing off his armpit hair! (:

Went Daiso, Baby bought this toe socks. New shoe is killing his feet so he neeeeed a last min sock! (:

Sunday, Baby had a tattoo appt with JJ. Went gimmelove2.

Met up with Miki few days back!
I MISS HER MAN, BEEN MONTHS SINCE I LAST SAW HER!
Yeah and we'll be heading out together next week! (:

See you soon girl ;)

Ya, tmr my lesson starts 9am! And i'm still blogging here. It's 3am already "/ Shit!
But nvm, Mr Foo welcome late comers (:

So bye now!

2009-07-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts

A mini orientation at NAFA, due to the H1N1 -.- tsk!
If not i guess it would be fun ;)

Anyone taking Arts Management???????? (:

I can't believe i'm gonna start school next monday!!!!
I need more clothes for school "/

SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG THIS WEEKEND!!!! ANYONE? :D

2009-06-29T01:31:00.007+08:00

YAAAAAA!

I promised to blog.... and i'd really love to do that often...... but i'm lazy to upload pic and all.
I hate using blogger to upload so i've to resize one by one thru photobucket.....
with my restaurant city going on, my photob works even slower......
I will try to do it often tho! HEHEHEHEHEHESESEX

So finally i'm free and feel like updating....

With Gen over at my workplace.

Ladies night, Butter Factory&Powerhouse

That night when H1N1 cases are found. F*ck man! I still so blur when ly text me about butter closed. Until my sis told me, which was going 1 week later.
So i suppose i'm fine...... cos until now no flu, fever, cought, rashes, blah blah blah :D :D :D
GOD BLESSSSSSSSSS! (:

Yeah, so i dread going to club now..... Cos i really wanna live longerrrrrrrrrr! HEEEEEEESESESESESES :D

Maybe next month (: But i'm starting school NEXT MONTH!?
SHIT! I almost forgot that my freee freee freeee days or OVERRRRRRRRRRR! ):

Excited.............! and not.

I really cant believe i'm gonna start school again. Cos my holidays are really longggg.
Oh whatever, just enjoy now (:

I'm going gym tmr! YES! Finally i'm getting my ass off to gym! I'm so like getting fatter? WTF
So GYM GYM GYM for the next few weeks? days? (:

GOODNIGHT LOVES xoxo

2009-06-08T16:07:00.005+08:00

Boom Boom Pow

Ladies night with Gen&co.
Supposed to join them at phuture but my work ended late, reach there late, so powerhouse-ed only.

But it's a blast, perfect music, nice company, everything's great ;)
Just that i'm not tipsy drunk. But high tho :)

OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT MAN!
I'm so gonna loose weight now. Damn it.

Kinda hate going phuture now. Bad memories.
Anyway, baby's case is still pending. They just can't investigate anything out. Isn't it obvious that lump of fat bitch is lying? Just a fcking waste of everyone's time.
Yes and i got a feeling she gonna be charge for giving false statement.
Oh whatever

Also!
I'm so exccccciteddd! Van's coming back on the 11th June!
We're gonna meet up that night, don't know what we'll be doing yet but i'm just so looking forward to it! ;)

Love them xoxo

2009-06-08T03:04:00.000+08:00

HIHI!!!

I'll blog when i'm at work tmr :D heading to sleep nowwwwwwww!

2009-06-02T17:17:00.002+08:00

Even though i'm really bored at work... now.....but i'm still lazy to blog! ^^
Okay....... but i really feel like blogging already.

Things have been kinda down for me recently.
LOSING A BIG SUM OF MONEY TO CALIFORNIA FITNESS when i did not even use their facilities.
Okay, blame myself for being to impulsive! Not thinking twice and i sign it up! Fcuk!

Fights, and baby became the one being sued for molesting. Fcuk you fat bitch. Molest your lump of fats? That's so bouncy then. I swear we're gonna sue you back for assaulting once our names are cleared!

I'm also no longer working at bugis. Moved to Jurong point, which is much better because it's more spacious so that i can hide myself with laptop (:
But instead of ladies wear, i'm selling mans clothings instead. Berms, shirt, tees(unisex) blah blah blah.
Anyone wanna buy berms or blah? Additional discount from me!(provided that i know you) :D

Shall stop here and continue FB-ing :D
Bye!
xoxo

2009-06-01T22:59:00.001+08:00

OKAY! I will blog tomorrow when i'm at work!
Decided to come back to blogginggggsszxsxs! :D

2009-04-21T20:12:00.003+08:00

I'm really bored at work. So i camwhored a lil.
Btw, i'm working at Bugis Village(: drop by and visit me okay if you're freeeeeeee :D

I'm getting lazier to put on make ups...
Not even loose powder and drawing of brows... *Friday exceptional :D haas
Who cares anyway (:

Ending work in 35 mins time!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-15T03:08:00.005+08:00

Hihi! I know i haven been updating, really busy and tired. Will update again when i feel like it! :D

Anyway,

If you girls have been following the CLEO Bachelors, VIVIAN DAWSON's the winner!

Vivian Dawson!!!!

Oh god, he's really close to perfection man(appearance lah) or maybe the perfect guy which every woman wants. WOOHOO!

Just by looking at his photographs, makes me wanna touch him!(lols, sound desperate isn't it, whatever! :D )

His charm is really irresistible!!! xxxxxx

Haa i know this is crazy but during work, 'he' helped to make time flies...... (:
Seriously i've been flipping to his page at work. haas.

How great is it if i'm that model on top. LOLSSSSSZX *whatever

Isn't he just that cute in every angle? WOOHOOOOOOXZXS!

I know this is madness but work's really boring for me.......
So i allow my imagination run wild :D :D :D

loves xoxo

2009-04-09T22:39:00.003+08:00

emo

Missing the girly times. A and V.
Sleep overs, girly talky, boring chilling but missed, drink drank drunk.......

Missing SX, our so called 1 year of school times......

paranoid

2009-04-07T01:22:00.002+08:00

Again, photos of me and Gen (:
So just pictures (: lazy to blog ^^

v

Yeah, don't be a boss if you're just one fucking small worker working in whatever rubbish place man. BOSSSSSSSS? Then i must be the CEO!
A WASTE OF MY FUCKING TIME MAN! _|_

Alright, i've been wasting my 1 month time..... I must get my ass out of the house and go hunting! (:

loves to all
xoxo

2009-04-06T02:44:00.003+08:00

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xoxo

2009-03-26T01:20:00.005+08:00

Shopped, L4D, supper, stayover! :D

Gen stayed over at my placeeee (:

We're really laughing our ass off when taking this. LOLS (:

I swear i look scary here...... -.-

YESSSSS!
I MISS BALLETTTTT!):

YA! I KNOW I LOOK UNGLAM HEREEEEEE! XXXXXXXXXXZXZXZ

I've been walking alot alot alot recently, my legs are soreeeeeeee liao!
Job interview tmr (:

Goodnight world!
xoxo

2009-03-23T04:18:00.003+08:00

I wanna put hair extentions!

Should i? Or not?

I wanna extent my freaking fringe too!
I MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS my long fringe! ):

2009-03-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

:D!
Another day with Gen at town (:

Shopped from fep to cine.
Wanted to L4D actually but e.max not worth, lazy to parklane so just camwhored in the toilet & photohunt :D

Muscles muscles! ;)

Lastly,

:D

Goodnight!

2009-03-19T06:08:00.000+08:00

A day out with Gen :D
Been quite long since we last went out....

Okay i'm really lazy with blogging.... So i'll just post the pictures up (:

Oh! And i cut bangs at Chapter 2! ):
Don't really like it though... Gonna ask Raymond to save my hair soon!

Bought 2 dresses from street

Goodnight world! (:
xoxo

2009-03-13T05:07:00.000+08:00

I miss dancing...

I wanna go back to O School...

I wanna start dancing again...

I miss the feel,

I miss the beat,

I miss doing the most enjoyable thing in my life...

I couldn't sleep, so was catching some dance vid from O School..
Shit! Suddenly i'm such a stranger to dance... watching at it makes me feel like i'm out of the dance world..
I'm so afraid i lost the touch and feeling on how to dance man ):

I WANNA GO BACK DANCING!

APRILLLLLLLL!!

2009-03-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

Okay! Finally I've the time to make a new blog..... which is so upsetting ):
Though the other blog doesn't have must history but memories still there..... damn.
Now i've to start all over... blah blah blah
Okay update again (:

BRBBBBB!