Fuck it all up (:



Oh yeah, i'm all ready now for everything. Everything doesn't matter now anymore...
I'm glad that i manage to keep it out of my head today (: not the whole day tho but at least i improved (: Things are getting better for me (:

Will update tmr if i can wake up early (: hehehehes
I miss the old time at oss tho, not with those fuck up ppl of cos (: hahahas but with my love...... ^^


p.s yesterday's self note is just to remind me that it has been a month already.......

Going back to the old times.....




Gonna accompany V to OSS later, which i kinda hate going there?
And to the beach! (: been years since i went tanning "/
But i might not gonna tan (: hehehehes. will just stay under the umbrella or something!
Gonna find my sunblock now! (:

Hmmm, that's why i'm saying, going back to the old times (:

Self :
A month, passed.
Haven been doing alot of things during this time.
Pillow fights, arguments(but i guess we did during this period)
Wrestling with you and being thrown onto the bed -.-
Hardly communicate with someone with that language,
Smell 'ferragamo'(okay, it's really damn disgusting) but how fun and irritating is it when you get to tease me with it, you will be damn happy lah to see me get irritated by it.
Snatching pillow and blanket (well, it's so cute that both of us don't wanna let go of the pillow we wants. hehehes but you still let me have it)
Shopping for men clothings,
Hear the key sound at your pants,
Kuay Chap at kou fu, Ban Mian, Xue Yu Cun's 'Hua Dan He Fen' and 'Sambal Fried Rice',
Haven been 'acting cute' to anyone also...................
Haven been watching 'Zhou Re Ba Dian Dang' for a month... and also 'Hao Se Zhi Wang'.
Don't know if they 're still showing at U channel. Guess it's good for me as well. I dread seeing sg shows on my tv.
No more Singapore TV shows or Singapore channels for me.
I hate to see channel 8, 5 and U channel now! It kills me.........


Suddenly, i feel the hate again...
This is my blog, yet i can't blog freely....... There's alot of things i wanted to say but i can't.
Yeah, how fair and how cruel is this, man.
Oh well, so long as you & I know....

The old feelings...




Out with the old clique today.
I think ever since...... hmmm forgot when, this is the first time hanging out together again. Idk if i should feel great about it or what? But something is missing of course. Not just 1 thing missing but, alot of things missing.
It just feel like yesterday when all the couples, okay not just couples but also friends(: ... were hanging out together, watching movie, lei pak at mac or something, the guys chat and the girls gossip.
Used to have 5, down to 2 now. hmmm... what a quick change -.-

Something new on me......




I wanna have a new tattoo. Something really nice, beautiful and meaningful (:
This is the best time to put 1 i guess. hahahahahs (:
Compare the feeling of inking and the pain your heart gets, inking is nothing......

I don't feel 'pain' at all when i cut off my hair, okay.... tho a few inches, not alot, but normally i will feel damn............ 'Argh' those kind.
Or even went i got injuries, i feel like nothing at all.
Whatever, but i just can't feel any physical pain now...... seriously.


Okay, it's morning again. I need my sleeping time back to normal ):
I sleep only when the sun is out......... damn -.-

And i can't wait for school again!!!!!!! Tho this sem kinda fuck up "/

Happy New Year!






Have you guys made your new year resolutions yet? I just made mine... (: geeeees
Hope it will come true tho (:
Yeah, it's time to throw away 2009 and welcome 2010 (:

And i wanna eat more but not gain fat! Just wanna become like............. there normal? lols
Some may understand some may not (: GEEEEEEEEEEEESXZXS
Its smaller now tho"/ tsk! J said i shrink also -.- oh whatever, maybe i'm gonna cook maggie now! :D




I just wanna say 'happy new year Ling' (:

So much to say......




With the 'old time' friends (:


Christmas!


Sleepovers!


With J!


It feels great to see friends that you haven been seeing for like 2 years? (:
They're still as funny as ever, with a lil bit of beng-ness in them... geeeees (:


Good morning!
Turning in now bye! xoxo

Isn't this sweet (:

Great! Everything has been planned nicely, everyone's so excited about it....... and ended up screwed! fuck?

Now, i think i took the wrong module for dance.. 11B is for y2 i think, BUT FUCKING 1B IS FULLLLLLLLL!

FORECASTING!!!!!!! SAS FASHION!!!!!!! ALL FUCKING FULL NOW!?

and my SAS DANCE is fucking clash with my fucking time table!

And cool, 3 strg days of morning classes which i can barely wake up last sem when it's only just 1 day? Alright, i need a baby now to wake me up ): hurrrrrrrrrrrrrr

And now i got a sat class too ): OH MY GOOODNESSSSSSSSSS!

My next semester is kinda screwed!!!!!!! No not kinda, but SCREWED!!!!

Okay nvm, forget it!!!!!! Done! I'm heading back to sleep now! At V place now, cycling later! (:

Morning people! (:

K fine, so be it... Bye!



And Merry Christmas to all! (:

Yesterday seems like a dream to me. Maybe to you it may be just a moment of missing someone but to me, its more than that.
I thought after so many days i can be by myself but after yesterday, idk how i should feel.
Upon looking at .... post, i knew all these will be gone again.....
I told myself not to look at it, but blame my hand.
Ain't we having fun yesterday even tho it's just webcaming, but....... ya there's always a 'but' in everything.



But....